Hepatitis C Do Not Be Affraid

Do not let Hepatitis C get you down! You need to get a good support system around you! You need your family and friends. You need to also reach out to a local suport group and if there isn't one in your area start one. That is what I did 6 years ago and we started with just two people but once the word got out we grew like crazy.

Wednesday, November 23, 2011

My baby girls all three of them!!!

Enjoy and beliveve!!!

Such an awesome picture I had to share it!

Sorry It's been awhile!

Well as far as the fair it went better then the last year I set up up there. There were still those people who turned their heads like it was a cootie faactor if they even looked at the booth let alone tried to stop by and be open minded about getting some new information about the facts of Hepatitic C, and lots of other things like Hepatitis A & B and Liver cancer and much more.  I couldn't work the booth very long. I was there the best I could. I know I should have asked others from my support group to work it for me too. But it was something I really wanted to try on my own. So I did. The crappy weather rain and clod made it extra hard on my body. But I did the best I could. I even got my new 4 wheel drive stuck in the muddy parking lots. I pulled into a puddle i thought was only a puddle and bam I sunk up to my eyebrows it seemed. lol I had mudd all the way up to the top of my truck trying to get out. Teh farm guys were going to go get me a couple of horses to real horses to pull me out, really lol, I finnally after rocking it back and forth got it out. Shoooo I didn't want my 4 wheel drive get showed up by some for legged horses. (o: So then on my way home I went to the car wash and was sitting there in this automatic car wash looking in my review mirror and it was pouring down rain. Was on my way into the car wash. But I had to get the mudd off. Couldn't park in the garage at home with mudd up to the top of my truck. So I think I need to call Jeff Foxworthy and tell him I have a new redneck joke. ( you know your a redneck if your sitting in a car was in the pouring down rain) LOL LOL has to be a good one.
Well back to the Hep stuff. As for my daughter she is feeling pretty good. She is doing As and Bs in school she wants to become a Hep C pediatrician. Awesome huh???? She says " mommy I will be able to look at the kids and tell them do not be affraid. I know what you are fearing and feeling". Made my heart melt. So awesome. As for my other daughter she wants to be a lawyer so whoooo hooooo for them. Both or on the right track to be able to become something great in this world. I am so very proud of them both. And now as for me. Well I just can't beat the pain that I have daily and the nausea and more. I have come to terms that I will have to live with this for the rest of my life and I know it. I am grateful that my Liver is holding it's own though. So that is a good thing. I mean I have 5 more years til my baby is an adult and I have to be here for that to happen. Being momm and daddy makes me have a double duty and I will get them where they need to go. I pray with God s will that I will be around for their College Cragduation too and their babies.  I know if I put my mind to it that I can fight this and be here for a lot more years. As for my other grandbabies may not happen til they turn 18 but I will be here no matter what. Praying for them, Loving them and hopeing for a reunion soon. My son Dillon is making me very proud too. He is 22 now and back in College taking Culenary schooling. I see him owning the finest resturant in the world. Yep he can do it I just feel it. My other son is doing construction and i hope it stays busy for him. I have no doubt that he does good work. But I don't know. I will always pray for him no matter how far away he is. He has given me three beautiful grandbabie though I do know that!!! One I have not met yet but the other two well let me just say they will melt everyone hearts once they meet them!!! So Awesome!!! So I know God made me the blessing of giving birth to 5 wonderful children andeven the one is in heaven with our heavenly father and his daddy who passed on our Harley when I was 3 months pregnant. I still have been blessed to carry them for nine months and give birth to them. So blessed. Now it's just two more at home and even though I will be 50 next year and still have a 13 and 16 year old at home. I am blessed to be their mother. My son Dillon will I pray soon find the right women God will send him to be his wife and he will soon give me and his other mother and father afew grandbabies too.
Well I have to say as far a group I am sorry I have had to cancel the last couple. I wake up feeling okay some days thinking things are going to be good then bam it hits me blind sided and I'm in the rest room sick. So sorry for that. I hope in Dec. we can have a nice dinner in group to celebrate the season!!!!! Everyone lets pray hard for this one okay!!!!!!. I hope and pray that all of you are feeling okay and doing the best you can. I know I still have alot of you in group who still do not come to group for there reason's and maybe one day that will change. Damn stigma. But I am blessed that you have given me 7 years of being able to give you phone support and email support. I want you to know I love you all so much. Everyone in my gorup is speacial to me. And I am still praying to the those that we have lost to Heaven that they help me to be able to be all that you here on earth need!!!!! That is my goal to be the support group leader I can be. So come on third Friday of everymonth. You all pray hard for the devil yukies to stay away from me that day so I can be at group with you!!!!.
Okay I will close for now. Hope you all have a wonderful Thanksgiving!!!!!!!!! Enjoy!!!!!! Call me anytime 24/7 no matter what for anything 260-927-8180 home or cell at 260-515-5130. I love you all bunches!!!!
Til next time. oh yea pass this blog site on to everyone you think it would help. Remeber to ttell them to click on older post link at the bottom of each page so they can keep going all thy back to the begeinning and to click on the links at the right side close to the top to click on my daughters stories they posted.
Have a great day!!!!!!!!!!!!